I was introduced to pornography in 2013 while still in Form Two at a school in Nyanza.
I was young and did not know the consequences of what I was watching. To me it looked like harmless entertainment shared among friends, yet little did I know every action in that world has a link to the spiritual realm.
I did not understand that I was being recruited into darkness without my consent. What started as curiosity grew into a chain that controlled me for years.
By the time I turned twenty I was a full addict. I could not go for even one hour without searching for explicit content. It reached a stage where my body no longer functioned normally.
My machine could not stand for more than a minute. It left me ashamed and weak.
The worst part was that I had already started a family, but deep down I feared that the four children I call mine may not be my own because my manhood was already destroyed before I even understood what marriage really meant.
The shame was heavy. Pornography had made me a slave. It controlled my emotions, my thoughts and even my ability to relate with my wife. I began to hate myself.
I would promise to stop and delete files from my devices, only to fall back within hours. I tried counselling sessions and attended different workshops. Each counsellor promised results but all they did was take money.
I realised counselling was just another business. They had rent to pay, bills to clear and yet I was the one footing their livelihood without any real help.
Month after month I sank deeper. I stopped enjoying life. Even my work performance dropped because my mind was no longer stable. It was always running back to the dirty images I had fed it. At some point I gave up hope.
I believed that I was permanently cursed and there was no way out. Doctors and counsellors had failed me. Scientific methods offered nothing. I knew then that this was not just about the body but about spiritual chains.
It was in that hopelessness that salvation came. One evening I opened up to my sister in law about my struggles. It was not easy because I felt embarrassed and broken.
Yet she listened carefully and then shared a number with me. She told me to call Shaba Mangube Doctors on +254 795 613711 and assured me they were not ordinary healers but people who understand the spiritual world.
I did not believe her at first. For years I had wasted money and time on people who offered nothing, but her calmness made me curious enough to try.
I reached out to Shaba Mangube Doctors and explained everything. They told me clearly that pornography addiction is not a medical issue but a spiritual recruitment into darkness.
No scientific method could free me because science only looks at the body while the real battle is in the spirit. They prepared herbal and some rituals or rather spells to take me out of the dark world and cancel any form of negative energy.
The first days I used their medicine I felt a strange release. My thoughts cleared, my urges reduced, and for the first time in over a decade I could look at my wife without shame.
Week by week I was being restored. My body began to respond like a man again. I gained confidence in my marriage and my family could see the difference.
The nightmares stopped, the uncontrollable urges disappeared and peace returned to my home. It was a miracle I had thought impossible. Shaba Mangube Doctors gave me a new life when the world had turned its back on me.
Today I speak boldly because I know I am not alone. Many men and women are trapped in pornography and believe there is no escape. I am proof that freedom exists, but it does not come from science or from counselling businesses.
It comes from the hidden treasures that Shaba Mangube Doctors carry. My story is not just survival, it is evidence that spiritual problems need spiritual answers.
